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December 30, 2007

Finding it hard to blog

Over the past few months, I’ve been having a hard time getting up whatever it takes to blog. It’s not due to my having a lack of things to say. Nay, I have plenty to say. Rather, it seems that for every idea I come up with I find two reasons why someone else will write about it better. More specifically, I figure that to turn out anything good then I’ll have to spend my whole night writing posts, revising posts, and checking posts for factual errors. This is time I could be spending drawing maps, writing useless fiction, or reading. Oh crap, and spending time with my family. I always forget that one.

In the midst of all this rumination, I had a sudden flash of realization. Realization came in three easily digestible bite-sized chunks.

First, I’m not a good writer. My useless fiction is testimony to that (but it’s so much fun to do!) Why it took me so long to admit this is beyond reasoning. After reading Strunk and White’s classic The Elements of Style, I realized that I’m that guy on the left-hand side of the page. You know, the butt of all the right-hand-side’s jokes.

Second, this is a blog for the love of god. I’m not making money. Only my friends read it (right?) and they know that I have more flaws than your typical creationist theory. See, my analogies suck too. Or was that a simile, or a metaphor? Oh brother.

Third, again, this is a blog—my blog—and not some collective truth like, say, Wikipedia. Why would I care if there were some factual errors? Why waste time looking all of that up when people should be Googling everything anyway?

So, noble reader, you can expect a lot more badly written, poorly reviewed, and factually inaccurate bullshit streaming from my feed in the coming Year. I somehow seem to love writing it and for whatever reason you keep reading. That, or you have somehow forgotten how to unsubscribe.

December 21, 2007

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December 15, 2007

Writing

I've been doing a lot of writing lately. I was on a tear about three weeks ago, authoring some 22,000 words of first-draft material. I worked on it when I could; after I came home from my day job, after kid-time, and after watching episodes of Heroes, Bionic Woman, and Nip/Tuck with my wife. I even passed the time on my 50-minute train-ride into New York City by banging on my laptop. I wrote about 3000 words a sitting, a bit less than that on the typical train ride.

The story itself came to me suddenly and I felt compelled to get it down on paper. I was amazed and excited at how easily the words came to me. It was like an inner-voice was dictating and I was typing when I heard.

I had my wife read it when I was done. I handed her a printout and took the kids to the basement so she could read through it in peace. When she emerged she had a lot of encouraging words for me. It was good, it was dark, it was full of energy.

Still, I felt inadequate in a lot of ways. How was my prose? Did I flesh out the characters well enough? What didn't I know?

Seeking answers, I went to my local bookstore and made my way to the writing section. I found a smallish collection of books on writing and I had the time to thumb through most of them.

One book caught my eye. It was a book entitled On Writing and it was written by Stephen King. One of the opening sentences read, "This is a short book because most books about writing are filled with bullshit."

That was it. I was hooked.

Mr. King recommended I pick up a copy of The Elements of Style, "one notable exception to the bullshit rule." I tore through the King book in about a week and have thumbed through Elements in a more random fashion. My favorite line from The Elements of Style concerns the em-dash, "A dash is a mark of separation stronger than a comma, less formal than a semicolon, and more relaxed than parenthesis."
(You can get an em-dash on Windows by typing Ctrl+Alt+Numpad minus. On the Mac, Shift+Option+minus.)

Stephen King's On Writing was a pretty much perfect thing for me to read. The first section of the book was an autobiography that was not quite an autobiography. It was the story of how he became a writer. The second section was where he focused on dozens and dozens of recommendations on how to write. He went to great length explaining mental attitude needed for writing, the ideal workspace (different for everyone), the tools, and various ruminations on prose, character development, and story. Story is most important.

I could go on but would likely do a piss-poor job at it.

Now I'm writing nearly every day. I'm writing different stories about lots of ideas that have been swimming in my head all my life. I write for the pure joy of it. I don't want to be a writer. I don't think I have any natural talent for it. Still, its been some of the most exciting weeks I've had in a long time.

The other thing that I've noticed happening to me—and it's been happening since early fall—is my voracious appetite for reading. I'm certainly not a fast reader but I have learned to let reading consume all of my idle hours. I read on the train, in bed, in the doctor's office. Reading has even begun to replace some of the mindless hours I usually spend scrolling through dozens of blogs I find that I'm subscribed to.

I find that in my later years my desire—or perhaps ability—to write computer programs has waned. I wonder if I have found a fundamentally new interest in reading and writing. Has this interest displaced my life-long interest in getting the computer to play catch and roll over? Only time will tell.


December 11, 2007

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The Life of a Cell

Some spectacular cellular animations. There is some amazing mechanical complexity going on under the hood of organic life:

That's the musical version. The same video with explanation is as follows.

Good stuff!

December 10, 2007

Lake CO2

I just read a freaky article about a lake in Africa that accumulated CO2 long enough to cause a violet outburst of the gas which settled in the valley and killed almost 2000 people.

Check out the article and explore mystery as it unfolded.

Neatorama » Blog Archive » The Strangest Disaster of the 20th Century.

Grazing Cattle Killed Lake Nyos

December 8, 2007

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December 1, 2007

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